Wednesday, December 28, 2011

quickie!

OK..this is a quickie post..
I finish up my assignment at KPV and decided to lepak at MCD, while waiting for the rain stops..
with McFlurry on my left..and my assignment on my right...kite blogging dulu...hahahahah...
it has been more than 1 month i guess, no grand entry from me yet..huhuhu..

OK, for this entry....**erk ujan da benti....sambung later! bai!

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

quick entry..

the program has started on 1st Nov 2011. Since then aku saaangat bz...pack sepanjang hari..bile mlm siapkan sket lg keje2 and assignments...nk uruskan rumah lagi...penat sgt...otak penat..fizikal pon penat...alhamdulillah..i get full support from my hubby, family and friends...aku dah draft few entry before the program started..tapi tak siap lg...nnti bile ade mase, ai update ye!

Monday, October 17, 2011

astro first, ape pendapat anda?

astro first (AF)..aku igt lagi ms memula dpt berita yg astro akan launch program baru Astro first ms aku tgh pantang.
dpt update tweeter artis2 nilaaa...ramai yg berbuyi tak setuju...aku pon tak bape setuju, pd mulanya..sbb secara dasarnya kita akan nmpak merugikan industri perfileman negara kira..
yela, nk kuar tv kan, rugila kan g tgk wayang...baik dok kt umah..sbb ape..sbb ms tu sume tak tau mcm mane bisnes ni dijalankan..dahla abes je wajib tayang 2 minggu tu terus kuar AF...tambah plak mesti org igt mcm subscribe astro ceria, astro box office ke...so..kuar citer baru...tengokkk smpi muntah selama sebulan...tp rupenya lain..

semestinya, bende2 yg besar dan berisiko mcm nih mestila astro da kaji, da wat survey, da buat perjanjian dgn badan2 yg sepatutnya kan...barula derang leh launch bende mcm tu kan...GILE KO...org susah2 buat filem...

aku bleh kate idea Astro first ni mmg bagus...kenapa?

1) pd makcik2, pakcik2, nenek2, atuk2...yg tak larat nk beratur, yg keuzuran, yg rase dah tak rock, tp dlm jiwa ttp rock dgn citer melayu....bleh layan kt umah smpi hafal skrip...

2) buat ibu2 yg dlm pntang...ko igt citer KL gangster bleh tolak tepi jeke..mestila nk kene layan...tp takkan nk g mall kan...so, layan movie kt umah, smbil berpantang

3) aktiviti hujung minggu bersama kawan2...aku penah dlm 2-3 kali jugak..1st movie tu rumah ruby..2nd umah ina, then umah aku...bukanla minggu berturut2..mudahla utk kitorang lepak, sambil minum2 yg tuan rumah sponsor..heheh...makan2...tambah2 skang, masing2 da ade anak..so senang..kalo lepak kt luar, leceh sket..budak da makin lasak...kalo kt umah si anak2 kecil main2 smpi penat..pastu zzzzzz...takyah plan nk tgk movie mcm zaman takde anak dulu....serius seronok wieihhh

4) aktiviti bile blk kampung...ni pon lebih kurang mcm reason kt atas, tp nih yg best..kita paw mak pak kita laa..ngahahahah..blk2 check ade astro first best tak..layan ramai2..pastu ade lagi yg blk..tgk lagi..lagi dan lagi dan lagi..mcm last weekend, aku gan laki aku, adik ipar..layan Bini2 ku Gangster..pastu esoknya..kakak ipar aku plak smpi...layan lagi...tu pon da mcm 2-3 raun..pastu semalam, abes kenduri..psg lagiu psl sedara lain plak...smpi aku leh detect part mn best, mn ade cacat sket, smpi hafal la skrip nya...huhuhuh

5) aktiviti suami isteri bile terlepas movie, yela komitmen pd anak dan kerjaya..mcm last month, terlepas tgk wuxia...tup tup ade kuar kan astro first..layankan laa,...elok2 plak esoknya tu mama gan adik ipar aku dtg...layan kan lagi...

6) bagus utk org yg tgk wayang tu tp, takde sape nk teman, tp tanak g tgk wayang sorang...harusssla dy simpan citer smpi kuar at AF kan...

7)memudahkan org2 yg malu nk kuar psl jerawat super besar ade kt batang idong..atau pd yg malu ngaku dy tgk filem tempatan...patutnya, kita jelah yg paling kuat utk sokong filem kita kan...


ok, bg aku idea bisnes sebegini mmg bagus...byk yg bagus..kalo nk dikira takut market filem kita jatuh..cube ty pd movie goers sume, derang kalo nk tgk satu2 movie tu sgt, ape dikire akan kuar tv atau tak..yg ptg, derang wajib layan dulu dkat wayang..bukan kt umah..btol tak..?ape pula pendapat anda...

Thursday, October 13, 2011

rezeki

tiap kali lepas sembahyang, antara yang aku pohon dgn rendah diri dan rase hina, aku pohon dimurahkan rezeki, dilapangkan masa, dipermudahkan segala urusan di samping yg lain2 permintaan..ye, byk kita wat dosa, tp byk pula yg aku minta…hina kan…?
terlalu byk atau boleh kata terlalu cukup rezeki yg allah dah kurniakan pd aku, aku sangat bersyukur..sangat bersyukur..

rezeki adalah sangat subjektif, bukan pada wang semata2…contoh terdekat..rezeki kita dpt suami yang baik…walaupon tak perfect tp cukup sempurna di mata kita…imperfection makes the couple perfect…rezeki yang lebih besar, dikurniakan anak pula..alhamdulillah..anak pula dilahirkan sihat dan tidak byk meragam..itu rezeki namanya..mudah dijaga..yang ibunya pula..murah dgn susu..di samping Tuhan membantu ibunya untuk kuat semangat dan juga dr sokongan suami, alhamdulillah rezeki susu utk anak pon ade..sedar tak sedar itulah rezeki yang memudahkan ibu dan bapa utk menguruskan kewangan..yelah dgn susu ibu..tak perlu beli susu formula, tak perlu guna diapers byk (sbb baby tak cirit birit mcm biasa baby yg minum susu FM), anak pon sihat..tak perlu ke klinik kerap..itu dipermudahkan urusan kita..itu rezeki namanya kan..

begitu juga yg jd pd aku dlm lbh stgh thn nih..di mana berpindah dept..dr segi karier mmg tak ade ape pon, tp dr segi masa, pengurusan anak, alhamdulillah..rezeki aku…aku berpindah dept..aku dpt keje fix pagi..OFF day at least satu ade Sabtu atau Ahad..mudah utk aku susun mase, susun plan utk family itu ini..ini rezeki namanya..tuhan dah tolong aku mudahkan urusan anak..tak perlu lagi aku nk swap sane sini, pening2 pale..sakit jiwa oo nk swap2 nih..

kemudian, aku diarahkan berpindah ke opis lain..atas sbb tertentu..yg tak best tidak lg satu opis gan en suami la..tp takpe..pendekkan cerita, sblm berpindah, di opis lame ade jual2 perfume..jd aku dpt peluang utk jual perfume dr opis lame, aku jual di opis br..alhamdulillah sambutan menggalakkan…syukurrrr…aku diberi rezeki sekali dgn peluang buat niaga..dptla tambah duit poket..

dan baru2 ni, aku dpt pula utk masuk dlm satu Program, mcm kita masuk training selama 3 bulan...mungkin komitmen lbih besar, tp dr segi mase..aku dah fix cuti weekend selama 3 bulan..alhamdulillah..jika dimurahkan rezeki aku dpt habiskan program tu dgn cemerlang, laluan utk naik pangkat itu lebih mudah..dan mase utk family khususnya part cuti weekend...boleh dapat...(sindrom nak cuti weekend nih mmg dr thn 2006 lagi aku de masalah pasal keje shift)

lagi satu..aku dpt satu peluang utk berniaga bj kurung, bj melayu dan yang seangkatannya..spt yang aku sebut diatas..rezeki bukan semestinya dtg dgn free mcm tu jek..kedebuk duit trn mcm tu jek..rezeki dtg dgn mcm2 bentuk..utk aku..aku byk dpt peluang..alhamdulillah…ini rezeki yg sgt membantu utk aku sekeluarga..alhamdulillah..moga dipermudahkan segalanya…dgn rase hina dan rendah dirinya..aku mohon padaNya utk diberikan kebaikan di dunia dan di akhirat utk aku sekeluarga..

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah...

Hi **** LEAD Candidates,


CONGRATULATIONS for making it to the L.E.A.D Program for year 2011!


On behalf of the L.E.A.D Panel, we would like to thank you for investing your time and for your willingness to take up this challenge. This is just the beginning of your wonderful journey to structured learning and development. We hope that the same vigor and commitment will be shown while all of you are in the program.



We will be inviting you for a briefing this week to prepare you for what is coming in the next couple of months! We will be blocking your calendars by today.


To your Superiors and Leaders,

We would like to extend our thanks for encouraging your staff to enroll in this program. Whether they made it or not, this is definitely a good experience for all of them.


Thank you for your support! Heads up on the 2-week transition period for a smooth handover of your staff’s task before they officially start with the Program. We will be keeping you in the loop for the upcoming activities pertaining to this program.


hari ni br dpt emailnya....dr 25 applicant, aku salah seorang dr 7 org yg shortlisted utk jadi candidate program nih...moga dipermudahkan segala urusan...

Monday, October 10, 2011

the program


hari ni sumpah nervous tak hengat..psl ape..psl aku tgh tunggu email dr Group of Panels for LEAD Program.I am expecting email yg lebih kurang macam ni..


Greetings to all **** LEAD Applicants!

Congratulations!!! You have shown a satisfactory performance on the series of assessments you have taken as part of the LEAD Selection Process.

atau ini

Greetings to all **** LEAD Applicants!

You have now finished all the Assessments before the interview. This week, the LEAD Committee will be deliberating on your scores before we have the shortlisted candidates to be invited for the interview

***ok, itu aku copy paste dr email yg aku dapat...


aku dok klik2 send/receive je outlook aku nih...OK! ape LEAD Program nih..meh aku share sket..di company tempat aku bekerja aku buat satu program yg da di rebrand kan pd name LEAD Program yg dulu dikenali sebagai SABIT Program.Program nih ade dlm 2 thn skali..aku sendiri pd mula tak pernah terfikir yg akan consider program as one of my career journey in this company.Sbb aku betol2 salute pd sape2 yg graduate dr program nih..aku pon tak bp sure ape yg akan aku hadap ms program nih. ape yg aku tau ade training, ade buat project, ade presentation, ade mcm2..tp the panels mentioned they have restructured the program and there is diffrence btw SABIT and LEAD. So i'm expecting it will be tougher and more challenging plus i am expecting the unexpected.

OK, macam mane aku leh nk apply program nih since aku pon tak tau aku boleh grad dgn jaya ke tak..sblm nih aku de apply post team manager..ms tu aku pon tak tau de opening..dan ex boss aku harap sgt aku apply..aku pon apply..sbb aku pon mmg tggu ade opening...da selesa sgt rsnya kt SME nih..bile apply, pd ms yg same keluar jugak adv psl lead program nih...pendek citer lepas interview +assesment..aku tak dpt post tu katenya aku kantoi kt assesment..OKLAH..

kemudian, atas persetujuan Lie, aku apply LEAD nih..even ms tu 50-50 jek..sbb ade 2 yrs bonding gan company nnti..setelah mengisi borang yg sgt byk, prepare document yg mcm2, prepare referral letter la, aku submit..smbil dlm hati..tunggu ayah blk cr China la..ty pendapat ayah..bile ayah blk, ayah kate..Go ahead la...takpe, bonding 2 thn tu pon..


kenapa aku apply, 1, psl aku rase da sampai sgt masenya utk aku move dr kerusi TL nih..bile da rse selesa, means kita dlm zone bahaya dlm tak sedar..2. aku nk belaja..belaja mcm2 psl contact center nih..including, presentation skill, brainstorming session, communication skill, management wise, data wise, sume2 la..constraint, issue btw vendor and client...u know...mcm2 kan..nak2 keje gan ISP nih kan...hahhaahha..3. aku nk ape lg yg aku leh wat..challenge myself...in other words, i want to explore my capabilities, gain my knowledge plus my experience,..jgn main2 sijil ni laku kot..huhuhuhu...

then, received notification email utk assesment, ade 4 assesment ko..1) english (listening, grammar)...nmpak senang..tp susah..dan ye agak mengantuk psl byk sgt dan lama..2) aptitude test..mmg susah la psl ni IQ test..3) contact center practical test..OK OK saje psl aku da penah hadap test ms nk apply post team manager tu 4) profiling test..nmpk mudah jugak..tp ni dy amek dr www.doquest.com... mmg kene btol2 truthfull and consistent psl soklan ade berulang2..

finally, out of 25 applicant, only 15 applicants are shortlisted for the next stage- INTERVIEW...fuhh..part interview nih yg tak gomar sebonar eihh kan.. so,..utk interview..ade 2 sessions...1st group interview..ade 15 ppl,so divided to 2 groups..kitorng tau group member bile nk adap panel jek..so takleh nk bincang/plan..spontan..given an issue of operation..diskas..panels were there to observe on how we handle a leaderless meeting..key word is SPEAK, COMMUNICATE,OUTSPOKEN...so, kalo tak bercakap..susah la..ouh..fyi. panel-panel nya ade 7 AGM from all department/projects...lepas abes interview nih...ade elimination lagi...katenya..tp alhamdulillah..aku rase sume lepas utk next round..individual interview..dan aku adalah org ke-3 on the next day..when ppl asked me, who r the interviewer..when i mentioned je few names..they said..masakkkk..hahahah..tau takpe..kompem2 kene tembak ber das-das...mmg ber das das pon aku kene..ngahahahah..ade few part tu aku speechless..aku pon tak tau nape..bile kene pressure...berderet2 aku jawab..last2 derang ckp..i know, shes filtering..see..shes filtering again..shes filtering her boss, her friends...once u give her some pressure, then pap pap pap ....ahaksss..aku pon tak perasan..ape yg aku leh ckp..it went well tp ade la sket cacat cela...aku terima..lgpon da almost 5 yrs aku keje sini..ni lah interview paling professional dan susah aku adap...

n after more than a week, we among the applicants keep on emailing each other wondering results mcm mane, smpila one of the faci send us email saying that results will be out TODAYYYYY..!!!some of my applicants receive the email already but just to inform them that they are not shortlisted..n now im still waiting for the email....weihhh..dapat ke tak nih...mcm nk masuk OIAM plaaakkkkk....


ok kita layan gamba sket ye..



Friday, October 7, 2011

saya dan donia blog

hello sumer..cheh mcm ramai plak reader blog aku yg tak bape semenggah dan tak terjaga ni..dah lah jarang update, jarang bc blog org, jarang komen blog org, jarang ikot contest org hanta...mmg anti sosial blog btol aku ni kan...heheh..tp aku slalu btol bc blog2 yg pkai own domain nih..psl kt opis tak leh bukak blogspot..(dah bp juta kali plak aku bgtau nih kan...ngehehheheh)...esp bc blog gosip, blog redmummy, blog akulinglung, dan mcm2 lg blog yg berlink gan mike2 nih...ngeheheheh..kt umah harapan la nk blogwalking senang lenang..Link
tetibe terpk plak, cemane aku leh terjebak dlm donia blog2 nih...kalo kamu2 nih sume nk tau...aku nyesal sungguh tak stat blogging nih dr awal..psl dolu2 lg baaanyak aku makan hati..laaaagi byk bende aku tak share....kalo la ms tu aku rajin2 mesti best bc blog aku..psl byk emo2...hahahah...org kan suke bc blog yg drama2 nih...ok..back to the ques..cemane eih...aku rasela...aku rase...stat bile aku stalk blk si fynn jamal...bc blog dy...mmg blog dy best btol ms tu...layan abes gan youtube dy plak..psl kene sgt gan jiwa aku yg manjang mendung,cerah,mendung-cerah...kejap happy, kejap makan hati...hahahaha...kalo korang de bc entry aku yg awal2...korang akan perasan entry aku lebih puitis...puitis katanyaaa ko...terikut2 aku rase...sbb ade unsur emosi ms tu..mcm2 dlm pale otak aku, mcm2 dlm hati aku...da lame2...hati pon da senang sket...aku prefer tulis secara bebas dan terang...bace pon syok...takdela nk deep sgt...nape cerah-mendung-cerah-mendung???ermmm...takyah citer dah kot...citer lame...tak manis ulang2...
smbil2 tu plak aku terjebak gan online shopping..uihhhhh...mmg aku bli online je ms tu...kalo g mall, manjang takde pilihan...katanya...sumelaa...smpi ke boxer aku, aku bli online...gempak habesla rase ms tu..huhu...smpi aku pon wat blogshop sendiri..www.mymessywardrobe.blogspot.com...cubela check, 1-2 post je aku wat...gile tak nekad kan aku...ngahahahha..ade plak tu bj tu nk jual, aku leh pkai blk..mmg tak jual la jadinya...huhuhuh
last few months plak, aku ade wat account wordpress...siap install app wordpress kt hp aku lg...kire pasal nk selalu update..gan kt opis wp tak kene block..tp blog nih private plak la wat...huhuh...ade la bbrp post je aku wat jika perlu...tp tang nk update blog pakai hp mmg TAKKKK la...jenuh aku menaip...abih boreh yo..install kt hp kann...huhuhu
sile take note ye..sbb gile desperate aku nk update blog nih..takut kt umah tak sempat..(sbb manjang tak sempat)..aku draft kt dlm gmail aku...so mlm kang aku upload je dlm blogspot...kesian kannn...
OK, dah alang2 aku dpt peluang nk menaip panjang lebar ni...aku nk bg komen sketla psl blog2 aku tatap hari2...contoh...ohbulan, beautifulnara, rotikaya...sume2 nih..blog gosip yg kompem aku bukak tiap2 hari...psl ape...hiburan semata...tp kebanyakan content mereka2 nih same jek...esp OB gan BN..byk yg same.....kalo psl norman-memey...norman-memey je post derang...post penoh...bosan sket kat situ...yelah..sape soh bukak 2-2 page nih kan...ngahahahah...kalo rotikaya(kdt pd angah, adik aku) dy yg rekomen page nih...lebih ringkas dan lebih byk citer dy..tak tau mn dy korek..yg best psl ade column tuk TS-twitter selebriti....so RK akan hanta twit2 dr artis yg best..esp yg begamba...
personal blog...mcm akulinglung...saaangat best...mcm bc buku citer..mmg dy pandai menulis dan ade kuar buku pon...chop!dy tunang org..nak kawen dah tak lame lagi...linglung nih..mmbe seopis aku dulu...org panggil pdy mawi psl botak...skang nm artis dy osman ali..hahahah...kalo dy bercerita..satu-satu..mmg satu-satu..kita siap bleh imagine..bleh visualize kan ape dy tulis...all in all..superb...check it out!
lagi satu..redmummy..aku tak tau pon wujudnya blog dy nih..tetibe hari tu, aku lepak2 gan mmbe aku...derang de mention psl redmummy...br aku teringat..derang2 nih bc redmummy nya blog..aku pon try la bc blog dy..blog RM nih leh kate best..bebas..tp..yg aku kurang gemar..aku takut kalo hari2 bc blog dy..rosak english aku..upsss...english aku pon tak power mane..aku ngaku..dan tak semestinya nk tunggu english perfect br nk tulis dlm bahasa inggeris..kalo mcm tu smpi bile kita nk improve..tapi...kadang2 english dy broken sgt..(if u read this, sorry kak red)..n yup...kadang2 tu nmpk agak belagak sket..tp tu tada hal la..bukan cr psl gan aku pon...huhuhuh...yg aku nmpk...kak red nih..jgn cr psl gan dy...silapppp la...ahakss...
ouh..blog kawan2 sndr...tak mo la.komen...psl aku lom sempat bc blog korang....byk da terlepas..lily, marini, faryn, hunny, neng, ...lagipun..tak best la nk komen blog membe..mcm blog kita best sgt kan...ngahahahah...okbai..

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

9th month bebeh!

fuh...fuh..fuh...da lame btol sgt dah tak update blog nih...
and as usual, aku akan ckp la kt korang nih...yg manjang je ade idea nk update kt blog..tp perasaan tu tak cukup rajin nak taip panjang...selalu asek tak abes, or tak bukak langsng...kalo mcm mlm nih...sile bersedia gan entry yg panjang kali nih..aku tekad..ngeh!

sblm start type2 nih...dah time adam plak gelisah2 nk nenen..tepuk2..gelisah2, nenen..guling2..mmg rutin adam, start tdo dlm kol 8-9...dlm kol 10-11 akan bgn blk...nk nenen b4 tdo blk..

hari ni genap adam 9bulan...how fast time flies kan....?
rase br snangat berpantang...mengadap adam yg semangat tp kalo compare gan skang rs kecik btol adam dulu..skang...dah bleh bersenam la bile jage adam...

well.. here is adam's milestones..

1. adam da makin murah dgn senyuman..sket2 senyum..murah rezeki kamu adam..mummy n daddy sejuk je hati tgk kamu senyum2 camtuh..
2. makin pandai buat muke...adam dr dulu lg suke buat muke..kejap berkerut, kejap pelik, kjap senyum tak ikhlas, kejap eih..kejap tu...
3. ms check up 7 bulan..adam tinggi dah 70cm..tingginya adam..cepat btol kamu meniggi..patutla mummy nk nyusu kan punye betarung bile kamu start lentik2 badan tu
4. since adam 6-7 bulan, dy suke lompat2..huuu semangat...lg2 dlm kete..tak larat mak oiii..
5. becok2 tak usah cakap, sbb adam pandai bebel seawal 4 bulan..taa..daa...maa..., selain dr bahasa baby tula..bebel ntah ape ntah..skang..gah tdo pon smpat bebel..cam ngigau..ntah ape kamu mimpi adam...alaahai..
6. skang dah pandai nk nanges kalo kita mintak brg kt dy..tp nanges kejap jela..hal kecik kata adam..hheheh(ni mummy tambah)
7. fav adam, remote astro..ni paaaling dy suke..then br la laptop, hp, cable2..
8. fav show adam, baby tv esp lagu birthday gan 123..upin ipin n boboiboy..
9. adam suke main cermin...hahah..sengeh2 je tgk muke sendr..
10. adam start merangkak 7 bulan
11. adam mule memanjat nk berdri 7 bulan..serentak gan belajar merangkak..
12. skang da selalu praktis nk berdiri sendr...kejap2 jatuh..kejap jatuh..he is having fun when he is practising it..mule wat muke sengeh2 dy bile dpt dr tu..huhuh..comel la kamu adam..
13. skang nk tdo still nk nenen, tp da tak begantung sgt..bile dy rs puas, dy cabut sndr,,tros pusing..mummy tros tepuk2 sket2..kalo dulu..adam kuat mengempeng..smpi mummy2 skali tdo..huhuh
14. bile hanta nursery, stat 8 bulan camtu da pandai tanak kene hanta ke nursery..kakak tu amek, paut kat bahu kita ni kuat2 nih...dy nanges.....(tp kjap je..drama btol kan..?)...tp bile ptg nk blk, tanak kt mummy plak...adam..adam..
15.suke bile mummy daddy makan, dy pon harus makan skali...wpon da mkn sblm tu..tp kalo dy da mkn sblm tu, slow sketla..
16. mengamuk bile susu lambat...tang nih...dy nanges lebih sket..
17. adam tgh ada separation anxiety (www.babycenter.com)..bile kita nk ke dapo ke..ke toilet ke..mule la eik..eik..eik....dy nk ade org gan dy..kalo dy gah main, dy mesti pusing tgk daddy/mummy ade sblh dy...kitorng da belaja sket2 how to overcome this..psl nih pon mmg salah satu fasa pembesaran baby..so..ok...
18. da tumbuh gigi 2 batang...mummy bergenang bile tgk adam da tumbuh gigi..uaa...adam da besar...

ok..itu aje...insyallah..sok update lagikk..kenapala ofis block blogspot...kan da susah nk update

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

alahaaiii...

aku ni mmg ade tabiat, tiap kali ke public toilet, mesti check air dulu...takut tetibe takde air..tak ke naya kan...
td jln2 kt cineleisre...punya gegas, masuk2, bukak paip (dan plak hosenya ke atas), air memancut kene muka...basah inner tudung...
alaaaahai farah...sabar jela...


mujur tak obvious sgt pasal pakai baju gelap, inner pon gelap...so, jalan je la...ngehee..

Thursday, May 26, 2011

undereye twitching

ok..aku ade satu masalah yg tak hilang dr last week lagi...twitching undereye...uhhh..sgt irritating ok...lalu google la, kenapa, ape nak wat..kalo tanye org...tak habes2 ckp de bende elok tak jadi la..nak nanges la..(yang dok gerak2 nih kat belah bawah, mata kiri)..yg aku lg curious nak tau..kadang2 belah kanan pon gerak..atas bibir pon gerak2 sket..mengikut info di bawah..


Stress: While we're all under stress at times, our bodies react in different ways. Eye twitching can be one sign of stress, especially when it is related to vision problems such as eye strain (see below). Reducing the cause of the stress can help make the twitching stop.

Tiredness: A lack of sleep, whether because of stress or some other reason, can trigger eyelid spasms. Catching up on your sleep can help.

Eye strain: Vision-related stress can occur if, for instance, you need glasses or a change of glasses. Your eyes may be working too hard, triggering eyelid twitching. Computer eye strain from computer use is also a very common cause of vision-related stress.

If your eyelid twitching is persistent and very annoying (like the problem experienced by my patient's wife), you should have an eye exam, because you may need vision correction. If you spend a lot of time on the computer, you also should consider talking to your eye doctor about special computer eyeglasses.

Caffeine and alcohol: Many experts believe that too much caffeine and/or alcohol can trigger eye twitches. If your caffeine (coffee, tea, soda pop, etc.) and/or alcohol intake has increased, cutting back is worth a try.

Dry eyes: More than half the older population experiences dry eyes, due to aging. Dry eyes also are very common for people who use computers, take certain medications (antihistamines, antidepressants, etc.), wear contact lenses and consume caffeine and/or alcohol. If you are tired and under stress, you also may develop dry eye. It's best to see your eye doctor for a dry eye evaluation, because many treatments are now available.

Nutritional imbalances: Some reports indicate a lack of certain nutritional substances, such as magnesium, can trigger eyelid spasms. Although these reports lack scientific evidence, I can't rule this out as a possible cause of eyelid twitching. If you suspect a nutritional deficiency may be affecting you, however, I suggest talking this over with your family doctor for expert advice rather than randomly buying over-the-counter nutritional products.

Allergies: People with eye allergies can have itching, swelling and watery eyes. When eyes are rubbed, this releases histamine into the lid tissues and the tears. This is significant, because some evidence indicates that histamine can cause eyelid twitching.

To offset this problem, some eye doctors have recommended antihistamine eye drops or tablets to help some eyelid twitches. But remember that antihistamines also can cause dry eyes. It's best to work with your eye doctor to make sure you're doing the right thing for your eyes.

credit to: http://www.allaboutvision.com/conditions/eye-twitching.htm#ixzz1NTOC8BVc

jadi, aku rase...faktornya...restless, stress and nutritional imbalances...jadi..ape harus buat..curik masa lagi..bg rehat cukup..rilek dan tenang selalu...jgn skip supplement..hehehe...

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

assalamualaikum puan!

malam td...adam tak tdo lena sgt..kol 2.30 bgn..kol 4 bgn lg...jap jap nak nyonyot...
jd mcm bese, bile aku tejaga..ada saje la dgr itu ini..eih..bukan.. mula2 kali ni nampak..

nmpak hubby senyum2 kambing dy tu..tgh tdo nih...biar kan aje..
lg skali aku tgk....senyum2 lagi...
pastu..tetiba..loud n clearnya.."Assalamualaikum puan..."..alaaaahai b..!



keluarga zufri bercuti...

Friday, May 6, 2011

update ringkas

latest update..

mummy and daddy

1) mummy da berpindah department- business back end..dulu aku jage utk repeated call case, package 4M case...skarang aku jage customer business..tak kira work in progress nya case ke..repeated case..urgent case..tp sume Corporate/Enterprise Streamyx package, government and SOHO..at first cam tak bese gan dept nih psl dept baru start..tp lame2 okla..keje ade sedikit bernafas..g pam pon tak risau sgt.n schedule aku pon fix pagi..OFF pon leh slalu dpt weekend..hhuhuh

2) daddy da promoted ke Team Manager..alhamdulillah...rezeki adam..plan nk kumpul ilmu byk2...kasi cantek resume..insyaallah..bile da tak bleh gan company skang..dah bleh demand kat company len...huhuh

adam

1) adam da masuk 4 bulan..lg 2 mggu da nak masuk 5 bulan dah..huhuh..
2) adam suke berdiri je skang..duduk pon jap jap jek..kalo da penat br dy leh bersandar chill2 gitu..
3) dah tau bile org panggil dy..adaaaam..tros pusing...
4) adam tdo mlm pon dah lame skang...kalo dulu...tiap 2 jam adam bgn..skang..tdo maghrib, tgh malm bgn susu...tdo blk..530 bgn susu blk..
5) adam dah pandai mengiring..meniarap pon dah bleh..tp nk slalu tgk dy meniarap susah sket..
6) kuat bebel sesorang...
7) semakin semangat..mummy smpi keras tangan pegang adam dlm kete..takleh dok diam..huhuh
8) dah kurang main buih, tp rambut mummy makin trok gugurnya..jd harusla potong rambut ala2 halle barry tu...
9) juara hisap jari paling kuat bunyi adam lah..smpi mummy igt daddy dy yg agah2 wat bunyi..rupenya adam yg gah chot chot chot jari dy..

ni latest pic kami bertiga

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

TAKUT

haih..nmpaknya makin lame makin tak rajin berblogging nmpknya..rutin seharian yg berbaki bbrp jam saje sblm masuk tdo, cam susah atau payah2 jek nk update blog..pdhal hari2 time pam susu ke. termenong ms gah jam ke mesti ade je idea..huhuhu..

ok..aku nih aku penyakit takut..dimana perkara2 yg mmg kita buat, tp aku mesti check 2 kali..sbb TAKUT..

1. sekiranya hari tu aku bebaju kurung...aku takut kuar umah, atau kuar toilet aku lupe pakai kain..
2. kalau kuar umah, mesti 2-3 kali aku check iron aku off ke tak
3. kalo pas susu adam, mesti 2-3 kalli aku check bra da klip ke blom..
4. kalo pas pam kt surau,mesti 2-3 kali aku check bj..takut tak turunkan lg..
5. kalo pas selesai urusan kt toilet, da flush nih...nk kuar check lg, nk kuar dr tandas tu sndr, check lg..aku takut aku lupe
6. kete, da jln, mesti check blk da kunci ke lom..takut lupe..
7. yang paling, paling, mcm tetttt je aku rs..kalo da msk toilet, da ready..aku bleh doubt yg aku ni msk toilet yg btol ke tak..?hari2 msk toilet yg same je k kt opis...aku rs tak bleh blah gan dr sndr..kalo cam kt tmpt..2-3 kali gak aku tgk sign tu..nk make sure aku msk toilet yg btol..huhuh..ntahapeape..

itusaje..babai

Sunday, March 13, 2011

rutin saya...

hah..lame btol tak update blog...aku bz...update tweeter jek..ngahahh..ringkas dan cepat..huhu...utk sesi ice breaking utk kembali berblogging...aku update rutin seharian aku mcm mane dulu...maybe citernya same saje gan ibu2 lain..tp aku nk share gak..huhuhu

4.30-5am- bgn..depends gan waktu bgn adam..lpas susukan dan tdokan blk..aku kemas2 brg..nk hanta ke nursery, kalo sempat pam kjap, kemas2 beg pam..pastu siap ke tmpat keje..
pas siap,siapkan adam pulak...terpaksala kjot kan....tuka diapers dy..besenya dy tak ngamok..dlm kete ke nursery dpt upah susu lagi..huhu

7.30am- smpi ofis, brekfas, pam kalo yg sesi bgn pg td tak sempat..

10-11am - pam kalo line clear, kalo tak terpaksa delay..aku keje kt operation susah bleh ilangkan diri..nak2 plak surau kt floor lain, dgn lif mcm hape..amek mase..nk pam nya kjap jek pon..tp nnti yg len bsg aku ilang lame kt floor..

12pm-1- lunch, wajib pam kalo sesi kol 1o tak dan.. jadi waktu mkn takleh lengah. dlm 20min-30min jek..tmpt aku keje..kalo g lunch kene ltak status dlm system..makanya, tak bleh lebih sejam aku break..

4-5pm- pam before blk..inipon kalo line clear..slalunya tak dpt la..ade jek boss kasik keje..nk2 time nak blk kan...

6pm- blk, amek adam..

630-8.30pm- susu adam, mandi, maghrib, dinner..interval ni, waktu plg gilir2 jg adam...time aku susu, daddy pon g mandi, maghrib..adam setel susu, kalo dy tdo, elokla..kalo dy segar jek..turn daddy plak borak2 gan adam smbil aku mndi, maghrib n siapkan dinner..dah siapkan dinner, kalo adam nk nenen, tros tdokan dy, kitorang mkn...kalo dy nk main2 lg..kitorang bg dy tgk tv lu smbil ktorang makan..

8.30-10pm-tdokan adam..
-isyak
- kemas umah
-siapkan bj keje esok

10pm-online, tgk tv smpi tertdo..besenya lom kol 11 aku da terlelap..

11pm-12am- kalo tak tertdo, pam lg..

being a mom, really teach me on how to manage my time very well, teach me to wake up early in the morning..alhamdulillah..subuh pon da tak tinggal..teach me to control my anger, patience...hidup rs lebih teratur...n alhamdulillah,i dun feel tired like i used to..pnat tu pnat..tp tak mcm dulu2...maybe sbb adam n support from hubby..syukur sangat...

oh..dah upload gamba adam kt sidebar ok..


Thursday, January 20, 2011

bahanan

semalam da puas buat kire2 utk check kami 3 beranak..nmpak cukup tp ibu bapa adam nih kene start da carik duit lebih...mummy nk kene smbung blk bisnes yg terbengkalai dulu..huuhuh...anyway,hari nih aku teringat psl satu insiden yg akan jd bahan family aku smpi bila2..

2 minggu sebelum..

aku-menyusu adam
ayah-bersandar kt kerusi blakang umah
ibu-memasak
en suami-keluar bli brg
alang-tlg ibu msk
adik-keluar ke uitm utk amek kwn2nya

ibu smbil2 msk terpk psl road tax kelisa yg adik bwk mcm da expired (mak aku sgt particular hal2 road tax, jgn wat hal)..mak aku sms adik aku..adik aku kata expired 7Jan, iaitu semalamnya..

mak aku risau tros call adik nk ckp psl road tax tu psl adik aku mcm nk berjln2 hari tu

ibu: adik, road tax da mati tu..nnti ibu mintak tlg ayah hantakan kancil ke kolej,tuka kete
adik: takpelah, BIAR ADIK PERGI BELI JAP, TAKPE...


ape ko pk road tax tu bli mcm bli topup?

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

breast pump

nk pendekkan cerita, aku dulu plan labt lg nk stat pkai breast pump, yela dulu aku pk, aku gah pantang..ade la mase nk adap adam selama yg bleh, nyusukan dy sekerap mane dy nak..tp adam saaangatla kuat nyusu..tak menang tgn dibuatnya..nk gerak ke toilet pon kene tahan..dy rengek kalo lbt dpt susu..bukak mate nk susu..so ms tu, tgh emergency sgt, lie tlg carikan kt anakku alor gajah, xde..tesco, pon takde yg electric punya..yg ade manual..so belilah yg manual dulu..
wahh..sgt tak efektif..roger mmbe sorang cik kam nih dy kate dy ade lbh satu sbb salah bli..aku kate ok..cik kam hadiah kan pd kitorang..efektif..tp 2-3 hari nih da tak efektif..susu byk ni..dan aku nak bykkan lg..sbb kan lg kerap mengepam, lg byk susu..last2 korang tau..aku perah sndr..tp ade pembaziran la sket..menjejeh ke luar botol..quite messy pon..so..aku plan nk bli yg bagus btol..
mahal sket takpe..sbb aku nk pkai kerap..nk msk keje nnti nk wat stok lbh sket..

need your opinion on this..spectra 3 ke..medela ke..avent yg bagus...tp avent nih cam mahal sgt kot eikk..im more interested with spectra 3 tu..n..lg satu mn nk bli cooler bag..warmer la...n any accesorries lg yg kene bli?

cepat2 type ..sblom adam bgn...semalaman dy tak tdo mlm td tau

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

kisah Muhammad Adam Malique Bin Mohd Shazilie

Adam tdo.. lg sejam bgn la tu..sempat curik mase sket ni aku nk bercerita sket psl Adam dr mula..

Kami nikah 18 Dec, dlm 2 bln gitu aku da stat wat pregnancy test, tiap kali buat mesti cam bedebar, tanak check pon ade..hehehehhe..last period 5Mac, btol2 pas blk honeymoon..bile period da lbt dlm 2 mggu, lie soh check..(daddynya mmg lebih excited!)...aku dok lengah2 psl tanak berharap sgt...tp smbil2 tu mmg cam rs ade, tp aku pk kot saiko je lbh..hahahah..
pas check, aku tgk..same jek..takde la nk belek lame2..tros buang..lie bgn tdo..aku kate..lom ade lg kot..lie tak puas hati.."meh, org nk tgk sndr.."dy pon korek la tong sampah tu.."b, ni mcm ade 2nd line"...aku pon br perasan..ade 2nd line, tp saaangat pudar..lie da excited, ajak g klinik b4 ktorang ke kajang psl family aku kt kajang ms tu..
jupe doc, wat urine test pon same, 2nd line yg pudar jugak, scan tak nmpk ape..doc kate it's too early tp mmg positive cume kene confirmkan lg 2 weeks..aku happy tp blur2 lg..ngeehee..
news da smpi ke telinga family and mcm biase megat pon dpt tau awal..tak bgtau kat sume org sbb nk tggu lg 2 mggu..

25 april, lie ajak g klinik..pas wat test, doc confirmkan aku pregnant 5 weeks 6 days..urine test pon obvious 2nd line nye..scan pon da nampak..ms nih doc estmate due 19Dec..ms nilah stat la jaga sume2..mula life aku as preggy...syukur Alhamdulillah..

Sepanjang pembawakan Adam, mcm dlm entry yg lepas, Alhamdulillah takde masalah sgt..masalah biase2 ajek...takde alahan..makan pon ok..wat keje pon ok..emosi jela aku kene control..kalo ikotkan hormon nih susah gak..so aku sndr yg kn control kan..?

Ade g scan just nk tgk perkembangan adam ms..excited kan bile ms gah scan nmpk kaki dy melunjur, membengkok..bile lame2 da tak nmpk dah..heheheh..dlm byk2 scan tu...3 kali scan gender, doc kate boy..tp bile dah ujung Adam kepit..tak nmpk dah..heheh..d best part mummy gan daddy nya plan nm utk anak lelaki jek..kot dpt anak pompuan, mmg tak plan lgsg nama..heheh..mcm tau2 jek..tp kitoranng finalize nama Adam jek..bncang2 nk letak Adam Rizky la, Adam Heikal la, Adam Malique..tang Muhammad pon tak bp sure sbb pnjang sgt namenya..hehehe..so..ktorang tak bncang2 sgt pon smpi la nk bersalin..

Aku check up kt KK TTDI..dpan opis jek..so leh larik2 jap time keje kalo ade appointment..check up gan KK ni, katenya due aku 12Dec..so kene ikot KK ni la kan..sepanjang check up..alhamdulillah aku sehat..cume sekali jek, dy check Hb aku rendah,pas 2 mggu..aku ok..air gula pon tak kene amek..kencing pon ok..ouhh..tang berat plak..b4 pregnant, 53..da smpi due..berat aku 68.5..eheheheh..SEHATTTTT!

ok, 14dec aku g last check up...memandangkan aku dah overdue, nurse tu kasik surat..katenya kene ke hosp 19dec..check ape yg ptt..aku da stat amek mc dr 16hb dah..tade mood nk keje...makin nk dekat delliver, makin byk keje..makin sakit pale..family aku da standby kat umah..so, sementara lie g keje..leh la aku bwk family aku jln2..hahhahah..tak g mane pon..dkat2 ajek..

19dec, kol 9pg..da kt hosp sg buluh..aku kasik surat, tros msk dlm..dy check itu ini..bukaan 1cm..aku dgr doc tu kate "serviks thick n soft"..pastu doc ckp, since u dah overdue semiggu, we have to proceed dgn msk ubat ye..maksudnya induce kan?...itu ini..aku da kuar msuk..salam lie, ibu ayah, bp kali sbb igt tak jupe smpi nk bersalin..last2 aku msk wad dulu...jupe lagi family aku kt wad ms waktu melawat ptg nnti..ms secara kebetulan aku ade stat rs sakit2..aku igtkan perasaan jek...so..wat dono jela......pastu nurse dtg check machine dgr jantung baby tu..katenya da stat ade contraction...dy kate ade rs sakit tak..aku kate..ade sikit..doc dtg check..bukaan da 2cm..pastu doc ckp..kita tak bleh proceed induce kalo mcm nih..tkt baby lemas..so..kita tggu..kalo smpi esok u tak bersalin, kita pecah air ketuban ye..?aku angguk2 jelah..sakit pon da makin kerap..ptg smpi ke mlm..melawan sakit...takleh dok diam mane dah..dah la sakit kt spital..kalo sakit kt umah, ade peneman..eheheheh..tgh mlm tu..sakit makin kuat..darah pon makin byk kuar..doc dtg check bukaan da 3cm..smpi subuh melawan sakit..lie standby kt carpark gan megat..(megat blk dr perak, dpt tau tros ke hosp temankan lie, THANKS Megat)..selesai brekfes, doc check lg..katenya..da 4cm..dy kate dah leh proceed ke labor room..calling2 lie, amek brg..

kol 8 dah kt labor room, doc check plak..katenya..3cm expandable bukan 4..ms nilah sakit yg org kate sakit tak menahan tu...punya la segala mala teknik pernafasan la apa la aku wat..konon nk smpan tenaga utk meneran nnti..tak lame pastu..doc ckp nk proceed pecahkan air ketuban..lpas pecah air ketuban, sumpah lagi sakit..aku da stat gigit tangan sndr dah....nk kasik rs sakit lain...same ajek..sampaila kol 12pm..doc n asst detect baby stress tiap kali contraction..doc decide kene proceed dgn operation asap tkt effect kt baby..

ms ni sumenya cepat, aku ty suami tau, derang kate jap lg suami dtg..lie smpi, aku tros nk nanges, tak tau nape nanges..hehehe...

masuk operation room tu stat gan bius separuh badan..aku pon da mamai tp still sedar..itu nih..aku rs derang mcm tolak dr belah kiri perut ke bwh..tros rase mcm 'blup', baby kuar..dgr adam nanges, yg sorang kate "ok..1.10 pm! ""ok 3.27..!""pink or blue..?blue!"...aku alhamdulillah...yg aku igt aku gigil ya amat pastu...nurse dtg bwk adam, ty..ape name puan..aku jwb farah syahieda..anak puan lelaki ke perempuan smbil tnjuk bbird adam, aku jwb boy..hahaha..rs lame sgt nk tggu derang setelkan aku..itu ini..msk wad..tak lame pastu da waktu melawat..rs nk menangis blk je bile igt blk..rs nk menangis je bile igt camne lie pegang tgn aku ms tu...ms ni jgakla kitorang decide..ltak namenya Muhammad Adam Malique..

moga Adam menjadi insan yg berguna dan bijaksana, sihat sentiasa, baik budi pekerti, kuat agamanya dan imannya, taat pd ibu bapa..Insyaallah..Terima Kasih Tuhan untuk kurniaan ini...aku sangat bersyukur..